The need to write

Blogger is acting funny. I edited the poem 5 times and it wouldn't let me break it up into stanzas again...ah, well. That's the story of my life today. At least I got a lot of work done at the store today. I actually had a full crew, if you can count all three of us in at the same time as a full crew. One may as well not be there, or I may as well not be. She acts as if I'm invisible anyway, but oh well...my feelings aren't hurt. Karma will take care of it and I won't have to do a thing....

Anyway, enough of that. I've been writing insanely for Promise of Light. I've got a boatload of stuff to send James, but I've been revising everything at least three to four times first. Nothing but the best is expected and I know James'll let me have it if I'm not working up to par. Lots of stuff on my mind, weighing me down filling me with emotions that are a bit out of control. It's terrible, but writing has helped immensely and I have been getting a lot done. It's amazing how much work you can accomplish when you're trying to keep things off of your mind.....kinda sad really. I feel like an addict. It's strange when you get used to hearing someones voice everyday and then is taken away abruptly. I'm going through withdrawls...lol..

Well...no more nonsense. I've got to finish a painting. Thank goodness is payday tomorrow. I need to pay bills, get my car serviced, send the pics out to Mike for the giftshop and I'm going to get my nails done. A girls gotta do something for herself once in a while ;-) Gonna go now....I'm gonna play with paint!!!