Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Ouch....

In one fell swoop I went from a glorious high to a thunderous crash. I'm still going to Miami (happy about that) but what do I do with the rest of my life? Why can't my husband just accept the charissmatic and caring person that I am? I hurt. I don't even want to think about what I am facing. If I don't have his trust, then what do I have? WHAT?!!

FUCK!!!! WHAT IS THERE TO MAKE ME WANT TO COME BACK HOME?! What..............

5 comments:

Sir James Eric Watkins said...

Whatever it is, it has always been there. You just have to look again from a different angle to see it. Or stop trying so hard to see it, and it'll just come to you. Or if you can't see it anymore . . . .

westcoastmama said...

*sigh* I know....*hug*...thank you

me said...

Whatever happens, Mary, Jmaes ir right. Life and all is a multi-faceted jewel with a ton of sides, some of which we will never see. Remember that stupid example? I may have used this before but only because it stuck with me: hold both your hands, palms toward you. Do you have finger nails? No. Turn your hands palm out? Oh, there they are! ;-) Hugs and best of evertyhing. Hope Miami rocks!

Sir James Eric Watkins said...

A clever illustration, Mike. Simple yet effective. I like it. Perhaps too much. Maybe sleep would be good here.

Mary, have a great time. All will work out. Doesn't it always.

Your friend, always, James

westcoastmama said...

You guys are the greatest. I just wanted to make sure you knew that I knew that. *hug*