insomnia

can't seem to shut my eyes. my mind has been racing in about a thousand different directions and has gotten lost. i'm so freakin' tired...both physically and emotionally. i don't like rollercoaster rides. can I PLEASE get off?!! Why is it the strongest feelings of overwhelmed and depressed or sad make poetry flow? Mayhap it's the extreme emotion filtering through me at the moment? *sigh* the moon isn't even full yet and i'm already reacting. this one is pulling me in all strange kind of ways. i don't like it....i'm tired and feeling very irritable. gonna crawl under the covers now. sleep...blanket me with rest, please.